i am hannah. almost 20 years old. 10th december 1989. quote: never really the end, it's the beginning.
i love: God, guobin!, fat cheeks, food, family, soft bed sheets, cuddling, shopping in thailand, banana muffins, scones with jam and ice cream, waffles with butter and honey, high heels that are comfy, feeling the wind when the car is moving, walking in the rain, the mentalist, hmm yes i love kissing woohoo for me, little surprises, a good book on a windy day, doodling in my notebook, lovely pretty notebooks, handwritten notes...
Sunday, December 12, 2010
i had the sickest dream last night.
i think im gonna get struck my lightning for dreaming bout stuff like that.
what the hell am i thinking about?
omg. i feel sick.
it's times like these that i really wish i had someone who would just sit with me, and give me some comfort and warmth that i'm in dire need of.
it's days like these that i want to have my own room, my own space to mope.
lonliness really gets to me.
i'm surrounded by family, lovely friends.
but somehow, it always feels like something is missing.
life isn't short.
life is so horribly slow and long.
it's arduous, and just so taxing.
anyway,i'm feeling really ugh. physically.
need more sleep and lozenges. lots of powerful lozenges.
i should have gone to joey's pj christmas party, but i felt that it'll be better to stay home. Don't wanna spread the flu to everyone.
haha, nonetheless, i'm in the perfect dress code.
most comfortable pajamas, a fleece blanket, bed head hair.
haha.
i might not be there physically, but i'm there in spirit!
i just wanna lie in bed and rest.
and mope, and sob. and just live in the bed for the next couple of days.
not possible though.
have to follow my brother to the post office tmrw. he has lots of stuff to post out and needs my help.
he's leaving on tuesday. actually both brothers plus gracia are leaving for new york.
i'm meeing joy on tuesday too, for facial and body massage, plus a movie.
sounds fun! better rest well till then.
wednesday is school enrollment session.
thursday night is daddy's bday celebration.
saturday is some kids christmas party concert thing my mum asked me to help out at. i'm gonna be helping with hair and make up.
sunday is gb's concert. still not sure whether i can go though.
monday i'll be off on the cruise with my dad. it's a four day trip with the usual peeps.
i'm booked up most of the week.
ahhhhh sch holidays are ending soon.
=(
uhoh.
tummy ache.
crappers i hope it's not stomach flu!
toodles.
8:35 PM
